Showing posts with label Scholarship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Scholarship. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

1 more reason to LOL


I got Aid....scholarship ahoy!!!
This is the best news I've heard (post of course the admit decision)....so totally awesome! Rather generous too ; )
Not just a big relief but honestly the biggest motivator..I'm feeling so loved up by the universe right now, its unbelievable. Just the sign (rather a big billboard) to let me know I'm so totally going to be OK...
btw this post comes from my brand new mac & the first email it opened was the scholarship decision...talk about being lucky!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Good news, Bad news

Sad news stared at me in my inbox today. I didn't get a scholarship I had applied to. Strangely i thought it wouldn't hurt this bad but it does. Maybe just the prospect of rejection- something I haven't mastered the handling of...
The website declares that 2 of the scholarships i applied for have been decided upon yet I have only received an email on one of them. Both these were scholarships i had hopes for so let see what happens to the remaining 4. Shouldn't start mourning just yet, keeping the fingers crossed

On a happy note I have finally managed to book a romantic getaway holiday and I'm super excited...its the same place & hotel as our honeymoon. It's a befitting holiday to mark the end of one phase & the start of another...where we'll reach by the end of the year is anyone's guess but i love nothing more than an open road & such opportunities come so rarely in life

Friday, April 20, 2007

For a fistfull of euros

Finally the scholarship essays are done. I managed to apply to 6 though I qualified for around 8 or 9. But no point in being too greedy. The focus has to be on the quality of your essay rather than the quantity of essays.
Though the greed is just a natural phenomenon with INSEAD offering a multitude of scholarships but a student can be awarded only 2 by law and only 1 really by tradition. I suppose they try their best to spread the money over as many students as possible.
INSEAD is also one of the few schools that doesn't offer scholrships along with your application. The school makes you work hard for your money by doing innumerable essays for each scholarship. Somehow though even the thought of cash and less debt is not very motivating.
here's my grouse with the whole system -
a) The questions for most of the scholarships are so vague and open ended that you dont know where to begin
b) every website, essay writing service, students, etc etc warn you not to keep talking about yourself - keep the I, me, My less. But what do you do when most of the essays simply ask you - Why do you think you deserve this award? hello, I don't know why, I just want it thats it plain n simple
c) the process expects you to grade yourself against your classmates but how do you compete with ppl you don't know jack shit about? I mean I don't know why I'm such a creative hot shot or diverse candidate if I have no clue who's in the class with me...

Anyways I'm done with them and thats all. I still think I have a fair chance at bagging one and I guess we'll know by July if i'm right. My evaluation is purely based on the fact that my gender, geographical location, job background and life goals will all come together to make me sound rather award worthy...keeping the fingers crossed but who's to know if there isn't someone absolutely brilliant, beautiful, gifted who saved the whales & the tigers in their spare time who I'm competing with.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Scholarship Blues

Just finished one of the most grueling jobs I've ever undertaken and sleep is seeming to be a luxury to pine for... good preparation for an intensive MBA, I suppose.
So after about 125 hours of little or no sleep I find myself sitting in front of the comp in my first free hour in a month, hoping to find the motivation to get started on my scholarship essays...
even the prospect of winning close to all my tuition is not making the gray cells work and I find myself drifting to this blog and of others, in hopes to feel connected to my goal of an MBA...
After months of obsessing about little apart from an admit decision, I find myself drifting on a fast track life without a moments pause to wonder - how did I find myself here? is this really my dream? is this going to realize my ambitions? c est la vie....
Am i having doubts about doing an MBA? no not really...just after the entire gamut of feelings experienced in the process of gaining an admit, I'm feeling a bit disconnected...life is going on and August is feeling far removed...almost a morning dream whose details you cant quite grasp


And as those scholarship essays beckon but little seems to flow out.... except an ardent desire to be on the beaches of goa with hubby dearest, just sitting, doing nothing and staring at the sun... re energizing the stars in our eyes